I still remember.....

Meeting her was fate, becoming her friend was a choice but falling in love with her was something i had no control over....

.......the first day when i saw her in class. she was wearing white shirt and blue denim. I just looked at her and was impressed by her beauty....... days passed........... and just a hello hi sort of conversation continued. In april she sent me an SMS. I messaged her and asked " whoz this". she called me and informed. Then we used to send forwarded messages to each other. Sometimes she used to comment on those messages and i felt very nice. One day she added me on orkut. Daily i used to look at her pics for hours. I dont know why i used to look but i felt something for her. Then we started chatting and there was a sort of excitement. We even started talking on phones. The whole day i used to wait for the night so that we can chat. we became friends but my feelings for her grew more and more as the time passed. Then one evening she called and asked "can we meet?" . It was an unexpected surprise for me which changed my whole life(for that period atleast). I said yes!!!!!!!!!! and we met at Jewels(i noe many of us vudnt even noe abt ths place.....thats why it was considered to be so safe for people like us ). It was hot out there though the weather was very Pleaseant ;). Shee came walking..........my heart started beating at full speed. We started moving ...........she was a bit fast. I wanted to tell her to be lil slow but i didnt. I became speechless. I wanted to look into her eyes but i looked here and there...............infact on everthing except her. We came back to parking area and she sat on my CBZ ................and i gave her small round of that area. That was toooooooooo romantic but i was pretending to be normal. We went back to our homes ............And i recalled every moment spent together again and again. We met again at KS. she was with her friend. We ate petty and my hands started shivering though i was warm enough....... she got up and told her friend...........i felt embarrased as if i did something wrong. Her friend went and we both sat.......that place never seemed to me so beautiful as i felt at that time. We both were sitting closely..... I wanted to say You are what I never knew I always wanted........ Next time we went on a car ride . She had to go back home also but she was not in a hurry. She asked me suddenly " What is going on between us". I became confused ......smiled and didnt gave any reply. She asked me again and again but i was silent. I couldnt sleep at night..........! I was in love! After few dayz, we met again in the car. It was dark all around ....... she at once said nothing can happen nd i was like.....we spoke nothing till the time i dropped her where her scooty was parked. All my hopes were shattered. I came back home and was sad. I felt as if i am worthless.............not good for anything. Every time i used to open my orkut account i could see her. So i decided to delete her so that i can forget her. She used to message me n i used to reply. I always felt nice whenever she used to send me a message. I again added her on orkut and said 'sorry' with the add request. she called me on new year and said we will meet when she ll come back. I again started thinking about her........we met.......on 26th September at her residence. I felt so comfortable with her that i cannot express. Then suddenly she said " what if i kiss you?" . I became numb........ I said " i know you will not do". She remained very busy with her school work so i never forced her to meet me frequently. We met on 11 November(her birthday) for five minutes. It was drizzling (donno why). I didnt wanted to say bye but i had to........ We met again on Christmas eve. That was the turning point of our relationship........where our eyes said everything to each other. The most eloquent silence.........where only love existed. We met again and again and came more close..............more...................more n more. Actually, there is no remedy for love but to love more. Whenever I meet her.... I felt the same charm as I felt on the first day. I wanted to be with her forever n ever n ever............
bt i thnk God had somethng else in store for me :).......................